I know I'm not alone
And I want to stop
I need a cure
That will truly top
There must be something
I'll research today
I feel pretty shitty
Might I just say
Anorexia attacking
I won't look in the mirror
I'm afraid of what I might see
Although, I'm edging nearer and nearer
Refuse to weigh myself
It'll make it so much worse
Send me into overdrive
And into a hearse
What shall I do
Now that I know
Avoid so much
Is there anything I take in and grow?
What about lunch
Will I eat it today
I haven't eaten it
Since 7th grade
I'll tell you now
That, yes, it's true
Bullying caused my anorexia
And made me blue
I write this now
As I get ready for school
Go force myself to eat
So I'm not a fool
Fighting and fighting
A secret few know of
So for now
I'll keep giving my love
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