Somehow

Highschool will be better
It always is
Middle school is the only one that sucks
Somehow, that's hard for me to believe

It all turns out okay
No worries
You'll be perfectly fine
Somehow, that's hard for me to believe

You're great at what you do
You won't mess up
You're the 'Golden Child'
Somehow, that's hard for me to believe

If highschool will be better
Why am I so scared?
If it'll be okay
Why is my heart still in pieces?

If I'm the 'Golden Child'
How come nobody
Would be there
Just once, for me?

Why do I find that
Hard to believe?
I know why
I've little to no trust

No trust
In most of my family
In most of my friends
In all of me

I was hurt
Without a single touch
To my life
And what I was about

Ignorance
Brought on non belief
Which permanently placed
Trust issues in all I do

Why you refused
To even show me
You were trying
I may never know

Over the years,
Of being bullied
And going unnoticed
I grew up

No one knew
No one cared
No one noticed
A little girl, being too hard on herself

Mentally killing herself
Criticizing everything
She loved to do
And participate in

No grace
No help
Just ignorance
Through all of it

And once
She gave herself some slack
Self confidence came quick
As well as actual friends

This new life
Has been scary
And she still doesn't know
Who to trust

And what she
Should believe
Through it all
She somehow found a way

Which proves,
You
Can
Too