You don't understand how much pain and sadness I'm going through right now... It may appear to you that I'm okay but in reality I'm not. I'm holding back on letting you know how I feel because I know you're stressing over exams and I don't want to burden you with how I'm feeling. If you're already stressing about exams and I don't want to add more stress with me... It's hard to appear happy in front of you just so you can keep a clear mind, I'm holding back a lot, you just don't know it.. You told me that uni is important to you so I don't want to mess that up for you. So for now I will just take a step back and let you do your thing and keep my feelings to myself. Well I let my feelings out on here from time to time because I don't want to become crazy with it all building up. Please let it be June already....
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