The veil of sanity
Shields my face
Behind this facade
Madness does grace
The whispers torment
The shouts they hurt
Inner turmoil drives
My face in the dirt
Perplexed of mind
Sorrowful of heart
There is no ending
Without a start
I feign normality
Insidious is the voice
My soul wreaks havoc
Infects my choice
A withered soul
Once so pure
Enslaved by contempt
A devilled whore
©Kim Brown 14th January 2013
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Writing has been my friend since a teenager...I laugh, cry, think, pretend, smile as I do it. I feel that I communicate better through my writing as in person I can appear a tad scatty.
How is it, it always seems to follow me. Even when I’m not within the bounds of my very own self-made prison-cell; wallowing in self-pity.
I’m fighting hard; I’m trying my best, Trying to find myself apart from the rest. My mind is crazy it’s certainly not a place to be Once you enter the light again you will never see.
Clunk .... Clunk .... Clunk .... Walk .... Chunk .... Scar the metal dungeon floor .... Clunk .... Clunk .... Clunk .... Stumble .... Duck ....
You bite your finger. You're trying to avoid the temptation of scratching yourself with nails you haven't trimmed for a while.
Letting your mind wonder. Letting your mind race. The things you remember. You thought you'd erased. The anger returns. Like it never left at all. Knuckles go back to bleeding. Just like before.
Panic attack because your safety has gone. Drug yourself up just for protection. Every minute seems like torture sitting with the stranger that is yourself. Fuck.
Its like Learning to crawl again; When you're stuck with your head in the ground. The bottomless well has thousands of yells, And the words build up their mound.
The blade was inches away from my source of life If it went right in what would've happened- The thought still tears at my mind But self resentment reaffirms all of my earlier crimes And the effects...
@smellyfingers @sarahgamal @Burrfoot @Stablish ...I thank you all for your kind words...and big huggies for them RP's too 💪💪💪💪❤🌹💝
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