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silent suffering

I tried to be strong
I tried to be secure
Not only for me,
But also for her

Trying so hard to be tough
But I'm just putting on an act
Nobody knows anything is wrong
It's courage that I lack

Spending all of my days crying
Trying to choke back the despair
You don't know how badly
I wish she was here

I don't want to be a burden
I'm too proud for that
My sanity is fading
I'm about to crack

Hunched over in the shadows
The remaining part of me
I guess I'm just not strong enough
I'm starting to give up, you see

I wanted her to think I could do it
But now it's plain as can be
I'm going to be suffering in silence
Look what pride's done to me.

natalee

@natalee

I don't have much to tell you. I'm Nat, I'm 15, and I'm ridiculously boring

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Comments & Feedback (8)

πŸ’”β€πŸ’”β€πŸ’”β€ you ok? 😘

You are strong ! Don't forget that. It took real courage to write those words.

Hold your head high , be proud of who you are !

SUPERB piece Natalee. If its a reflection of how you're feeling, then stay strong lady 😌😘

@minxyMolly @jonbolt123 @Fly10 thank you all so much for the concern and encouragement ;u; I'm trying my hardest to be okay, and I'm really glad I have Opuss πŸ’›

Beautiful writing! I hope you're alright! Just remember, not all things in the world are bad and pain is not forever.

@nikujagagirl thank you very much! I'll try my best to remember :)

@natalee You're welcome! Stay strong!

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