Right now I seem joyful and full of glee,
but I will never forget what you did to me.
I'll never understand why you continued to cause me so much pain,
Even after knowing that I was going insane.
As I lay crying,
I told you I was dying.
BUT YOU DID NOTHING.
You just stood and stare,
like you just didn't care.
I begged you for help,
I screamed and I yelped.
I told you I wanted to die,
that wasn't a lie.
BUT YOU DID NOTHING.
I don't get why you hurt me,
then expect me to be happy,
and start acting all sweet and sappy.
The problem's not me,
it's you.
Do you even know what I go through?
Do you even love me?
Because that's something I can't see.
As I lay there
so battered and bruised,
I wondered why it was me who you would abuse.
No I'm not bluffing
when I say
YOU DID NOTHING.
You just stood and stare,
like you didn't care.
Right now all is well,
but I'll never forget when my life was Hell.
And as I lay there crying,
I told you I was dying,
And how
YOU DID NOTHING.
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So you want to hear the story of my life? I was born, I live, and one day I will die.
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@naaviie Your concern really means a lot to me! Thank you so much! That was a pretty tough time for me.
@nikujagagirl good grief. Some blokes just don't deserve a girl. Hope your forgetting that twat. Powerful and very moving.
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