If I read back through all the messages, there would be at least one hundred "I love you more than you will ever know's" coming from your side of the conversations. Why would anyone say those things only to turn round a few days after the last declaration and say "it was never love" in fact not why, how? How can you build me up so high and get me thinking about a future just to walk away and start a relationship with a man you promised there was nothing going on with? And all that without ever looking me in the eye to tell me what happened, refusing to meet me.
The last time I saw you I was hugging and kissing you as you were about to get on the tram, thinking about the next time we would see each other. The next time never arrived.
And then after we had our short and very secretive relationship because you didn't want to hurt your ex who you had only just left, you didn't give me such thought, posting on FaceBook about how you were "finally happy for the first time in ages" what the fuck am I supposed to feel after reading that? And all the pictures and declarations to him including songs you had previously said you thought of me when listening to.
Your last message to me whilst we were together was "falling to sleep with you feels amazing, and waking up with you just feels right" two days later its over, and a few weeks later you post a message to him on FB saying "there's nothing better than falling to sleep in the arms of the man you love" It's hard to believe you could possibly have an heart
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