Sharp Objects

I use to cut.
Thats a fact.
I use to cut while watching fear net.
Hell, i even remember cutting.
While, watching the horror movie cutting class.
It never hurt.
I thought it felt good.
I use to be suicidal.
Now im not.
I sometimes get the urge. To think about death.
I almost died in the past.
Some how i resurrected and came back to life.
I use to be afraid of needles.
Now im not.
Im sure if i can.
I will do it again.
I use to not want to live anymore.
Now im afraid of death.
I don't know how it happened.
I just can't remember.
Why or when.
When you go through something like this.
just like me.
You will notice that you lost everything.
I am not afraid of needles anymore.
As you can see.
My face is covered with piercings.
I even want a sleeve tattoo. If you ever start cutting. Just remember this.
It does feel good.
Control emotional pain. You will get addicted. Suffer brain damage. Forget about everyone. Then you will know how it feels like.
To be just like me.