I'm actually really shy
I don't really know why
I think I'd rather be alone
Maybe send a text or two on my phone
I am social don't get me wrong
I'm not weird or anything I just don't belong
When my friends laugh at the boys perverted jokes
I watch them flirt like idiots and hope one of them chokes (not really)
So I'll be a "loner" or whatever you wanna say
I have better things to do with my day
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I don't want to disappear. Like I was never here. I want for you to see. To understand me. To have your attention. Gives the best reaction. I love that emotion. The spike, the rush.
#household Turn the handle, turn to stone I know that I am not alone I'll be safe, I will select A mental barrier to erect Somebody has said hello.
When your at a party surrounded by so many people you know, But still feel totally alone.
A quiet little flower,. An intrinsic kind of girl. A little bit lonely,. Her thoughts are often in a whirl. She's quite antisocial. Very shy, you see. Never goes anywhere,.
Waiting in the room that smells like lemons. My mom is talking to my psychiatrist as I wait in this room. Across from me is a girl with heels, a skirt, and kool-aid.
A ll these people round me. L ife full of fun and games. I nsecurities confound me. E verything seems so lame. N obody understands me. A n alien, not the same. T ry my best to join in.
I don't know why I can't say I'm too lost I don't know the way I'm always like this I'm terrified Of new people Especially guys.
I am back to Square One. Square One is the sad, lonesome square that prompted me to join OkCupid in a desperate attempt to progress to Square Two. What are these "Squares" you speak of, Victoria.
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