Confidence?

Make up excuses to wear a hoodie
You just see the same things
But I wear them because I don't like anything else
Open my wardrobe and say I'll wear a dress
Don't end up doing it because
You never see chubbier girls wearing flowing ones,
He says I need to lose weight
Only yesterday I was too thin,
Losing my mind. Which one is it?
Don't like my body at all
So hide behind jumpers and hoodies. anything
Majorly big is a blessing,
Everything that hides my marked skin
Becomes a saviour,
A thing I constantly wear.
Confidence with my body, I prefer to hide it away.
Keep it hidden always, and hidden is where it'll stay ...

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"My marked skin" - I'd like to say that they're stretch marks and not anything else. I know they go, or are supposed to go, after a while but it seems like I'm forever getting them and it seems like they're everywhere ...