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Alone And Bemused

Alone and bemused
Tragically confused
As if I'm being used
Or maybe I'm accused ?

Sat here felling blues
Always tearing,
Felling bruised
Would reach out but what's the use
A born recluse,
Its how it suits

Never ment to get too close
Well meant but then got broke
Never went out to provoke
Just not that type of bloke

That's why I turn to weed
All day I'll smoke on bongs
A little thing I hubble on
Smoke appears then troubles gone

But never gone for long Always comes back strong
I guess this is a cry for help
But still don't want responce

I'm an addict to the misery

A bitch to this strife

I lived my life with no chivalry

Embraced the lonley night

So I chase this lonely plight

Till my face is out of sight

Never ready for fight

So I guess I just take flight

XSTABLISHX

Stablish

@Stablish

Twenty five year old male from Sudbury, Suffolk, England. I write poetry, quotes, songs and the rare story. Thanks to all who follow, like or re-post xxx

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Comments & Feedback (18)

Dark stuff...excellent portrayal of despair & anguish. You ok S? 😔😘

@Fly10 Been very low the past day, just taking things to heart and realising things, it's a good job I've got a week off work, I need some time to sort things out. You know how I get when I keep things in I can't write at all, just needed to get it out. I will get there again, thanks for asking ✨xx

This is awesome babe, just wish it wasn't your own feelings please don't think your ever alone there's lots of ppl here for you. Sending you lots of cuddles xx

Understand you have your ups & downs, & can always tell from your writing, which is why I asked. Like you say, a week off should hopefully recharge you & lift your spirits. Stay positive & keep pouring it out in words😌😘

Stay positive and strong bro. Great work 👍😥👏

Let it out friend. This is so moving. Hope your sabbatical clears the cobwebs. Big hugs to you.💗👐👐💗💋

Bless you my sweet...really feeling your hurt in this write...we are here and writing it down let's it all out...hopefully do some nice things to spoil yourself during your week off and hopefully you will be back in your happy place...big huggies💪💪❤💚❤💚❤

@misslittleDHP @ckahn @leelee101 @Fly10 @sjw being positive only helps you so much, I appreciate all your support your all great, this is more personal life related,I'm just off out for a kick about with a couple of mates for a while should help to take my mind off things for a few hours, will talk soon ✨💗

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Awe 💚💔💚

Take care my man. ☀

I admire your work so much that I hope you don't have to suffer for it to always be this emotive. We all feel bad sometimes but time helps! Rest, recharge and sort it out. 🌈

I didn't want to put a like on this as i don't like that it's you feeling bad. We all go through times in our life when things just don't seem to go our way however hard we try, but just keep believing there is better out there yet to come and stay positive, life is as good as you make it, only you can make your happiness happen but until your there there are a lot of people who believe in you and are on your side. Stay strong xx

@RichWithey @naaviie @TheCodsPollocks @renagade146 @suzzeeq Things should be better tomorrow, just need a good night sleep and wake up and start trying to sort things out. I will be posting and reading as normal soon xx

Hope your alright?!? 😘

@minxyMolly I'm ok, thanks for asking, just been taking a few days off from opuss. I will be back tonight after work😃. Hope you ate well?💐

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@Stablish ugh I did but my stomach is saying enough 😄😘😘

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