P.S. I Hate You!

It's crazy
How I thought I'd never fall for anyone after him
It's crazy
How there was no one and then you came in
It's crazy
How I started to believe you're the one, it's you
And how you became the only person I wanted to talk to
It's crazy
How we became friends and then the best of them
And crazy how we ended up talking every morning till 5 a.m.
It's crazy
How one day we became too frank and confessed
that both of us loved each other, we expressed
It's crazy
How everything changed suddenly and it felt amazing
Spending time together, eating out, playing, star gazing
It's crazy
How I felt you're all I needed
Asked you to be with me always, I pleaded
It's crazy
How everyone said the start is always good
I thought they're stupid and never understood
It's crazy
How with passing time, things began to change
And Suddenly everything, just felt so strange
It's crazy
How I was so happy and started to be scared
And misunderstood love, found out you never cared
It's crazy
How you never saw what I did
And I kept thinking I'm not what you wanted
It's crazy
How I did things I wasn't supposed to do
And I crossed all my limits, for all I saw was you
It's crazy
How I found out nothing I did was valued
And yet I tried my best to keep us glued
It's crazy
How I finally somehow realized it's not love
Thanks to my friends, they're like angels from above
It's crazy
How suddenly I developed this spark in me
And I'm glad I told you we're not meant to be
It's crazy
How after saying this I cried all day
And thought it couldn't end, no way
It's crazy
How I couldn't let go of you and asked to be back
And even after that you made me feel it's somewhere I lack
It's crazy
How you said the most disrespectful things ever
And then I asked myself, "with this guy, forever?"
It's crazy
How I suddenly became so strong
Damn, where did this part of me hide for so long!
It's crazy
How I still didn't want to hurt you and end it
So I made up all the excuses, for us, to split
It's crazy
How it was me giving reasons till the last
And even now I apologize for things I said in the recent past
It's crazy
How I know, somewhere I'm still being blamed
But you know what, you really should be ashamed!
It's crazy
How I'm gone now and you're trying to get me again
I should let you know, all your attempts will go in vain
It's crazy
How when I was down with fever, you made me cry
Would you answer me now, if I asked you why?
It's crazy
How I still love you, but what's growing inside me is hate
And it shall only grow, you better not wait
It's crazy
How you kept arguing when you made me prove my love for you is true
Well why don't you be happy now, cause All I wanna say is I HATE YOU!

(Everything I wrote here, is really short too
Oh and don't doubt, it does refer to you!
You broke me to pieces, you must know
So every time you come to get me back, JUST GO!)