Enough

Warning: Brutal Language

I've had enough
Just stop
I don't wanna hear it
You've hurt my heart enough
Can't you see
You've been battling me
Since the beginning of this
I let go
But you?
That's not in your dictionary
I tried
And I don't know what I did wrong
For the longest time
You were mad at me
Then all of the sudden
You decide to say hi?!
Not an I'm sorry
Or I missed talking to you
Just hi?
Why would you be like that to me
Tell me, what did I do wrong in the first place?
I would've loved to have been friends
But no
You came into my life
And screwed it up
To the highest extremity possible
You'd call me everyday
Leave voicemails everyday
Telling me to go kill myself
Then you just stopped
That was 2 weeks ago
Then suddenly you decide
'Hey. I'm gonna say hi
To the girl that I lied to
That I told to go commit suicide
Whose heart, I shattered'
Well news flash:
I refuse to be your friend
After all the shit you put me through
What would've happened
If I did commit suicide,
Would you feel guilty at all?
Do you have any idea
How much pain you caused me?
How many tears I've cried?
How many pieces
My heart shattered into?
No you don't.
And you never will
Because not only did you betray me
You changed me
In a normal way
I'm completely pissed
But in a twisted way
I thank you
Because it made me much stronger
Than you ever will be.