Monster

So sick of looking in the mirror and hating what I see.

I lash out.

Clenching my fist tight smashing myself in the face, mirror shatters.

Blood drips.

So sick of thinking one way then choosing different.

Full of doubt.

Pulling at my hair so tight lost in confusion and fear.

Numb fingertips.

Angry and full of hate, loathing everyone and myself.

Gritted teeth.

Exhausted and about ready to give up but...

There's a light.

Taking a step back looking at the monster I have become.

Disbelief.

Breath calmly keep compusure and talk yourself out.

Make it right.