The confusion
Descends like a mist
Suffocates my subconscious
My minds in a twist
The haze
It's grip is so tight
I try to be free of it
As much as I fight
Dark steps
Lead down, to a sad place
If I try to slow myself
The confusion gives chase
Disorientation
Now very much my enemy
A feeling of unsettlement
Won't let my tired mind be
Someone please
Save me from this cloudy veil
Before the smog of my mind
Leaves me weak and frail
©Kim Brown 19th October 2012
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Writing has been my friend since a teenager...I laugh, cry, think, pretend, smile as I do it. I feel that I communicate better through my writing as in person I can appear a tad scatty.
Anxiety. Depression,. A psychological. Recession,. Been. Strong. For too. Long,. On edge,. Anxious,. Met by. Doctors. Frankness,. Pills and. Tablets,. Rather than. Dealing. With the. Sadness,.
It starts..... a simple thought that grows and expands like a tumour that eats through my hand But slips ....
Darkness developing in my soul. Looking to push the light from me. White turning to black. No way to turn back. Evil creeping into my very being. Thoughts as dark as night.
You don't know how it feels, To be imprisoned in an emotional chamber full of fear, Gated with iron knives, So if you try to get out, they dig deep into your skin, soul, and feed off of your fear.
I’ve always been a child of light Now nothing but darkness, Is stalking within my shadows Leaving me with an unpredictable life Still… And always… Been a leader.
I fall asleep. To melancholy. And drip away. To the unholy. I rise up high. Into my thoughts. And drift away. To stomach knots. An emptiness. Takes over me. And pulls me to. A vacant sea.
I see you.
Why don't I dream anymore. Why of nightmares I have more.
@eddie12309 @leelee101 @MrsS ....it's been one of those weeks my sweets...but writing this helps somewhat and of course having you gorgeous peeps just a tap away....thanks for the kind words and reposts 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪🌹🌹🌹🌹💋💋💋💋💋
Writing it out has been my game plan for a while now, and it works really well. I hope it worked for you 👍💗
@MrsS hellooooo it's been a while, haven't been anywhere great sadly, just pesky bits of life getting in the way of my Opuss time. I hope all is well with everybody 💗💗
@sleepydragon awww thanks my sweet....don't seem to get as much time these days to write as I have 2 two year old girlies to entertain...but it's nice to be missed ...lol.....thanking you lovely lady for the warm comments and a flower for the RP 🌹🌹🌹😘😘😘😘
@sarahgamal just been a mad week and had to write it down my sweet...all ok though ...hope you are well too my sweet...haven't heard from you in a while...and a big huggie for the kind RP 💪💪💪💪🌹🌹🌹😘
The message is a very powerful one, especially how at the end you leave it open ended. Oh and then it was written on my birthday so it makes it all the more meaningful, for me at least :D
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