These days are so long
These days are so slow
No people to see
No places to go
Feelings are low
Depression kicks in
Trying to fight
This feeling within
I wanna get better
For my family you see
I guess it won't happen
Cause this is just me
I try to be happy
I try to be great
But these bad things inside me
Fill me with hate
What shall I do
What do I say
I wish these bad thoughts
Would just go away
I wanna be better
I wanna be free
I beg you depression
Let go of me
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Sometimes I wonder day and night That I am soaring - taking flight Sometimes to a wall I say hello Only to receive a lonely echo Sometimes I scream in fury But for no reason, surely.
I can't be cheerful today because my mood has somewhat dimmed since my last post. Funny isn't it. Not.
It isn't easy being me As hard as that is for you to believe it to be I've got snakes and backstabbers following me around Fights and haters always coming around Jealousy and hating becomes a...
Theres a special feeling,. a certain feeling quite tragic,. it rages in the mind,. like a fire burning plastic,. it does not go away,. just stays to fight a war,. fights a war it knows its gonna win,.
Forever Broken Beyond Repair, Hopes And Dreams Shattered By This Despair. Trapped In A Black Hole, A Downwards Spiral, I've Felt Useless Since My Depressions Arrival.
Soaring above the clouds, Adventuring in my made-up fantasies, Exploring the depths of my imagination. That's how I used to spend my days I was full of wonder, full of awe.
It washes over me. I fall to the floor. I can't take it. Anymore. Helplessness. And despair. I guess the world. Is just not fair. I suddenly stop. My life, on pause. I'm worthless, A lost cause.
Silver, sharp, & beautiful, Scars with stories to unfurl, ClichΓ©, broken, lost, & misplaced in an artificial world, Crucified, hanging from the devils cross, Suicide looming & a mind spilt in...
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