My life was my nightmare
My nightmares my dream
Whilst awake I was dying
Only alive when asleep
I would long for the demons
That exist in the dark
Much easier to deal with
Than a reality so stark
When I dreamt about her
I would wake up in tears
But a nightmare about death
And waking up was my fear
She no longer monopolises
My thoughts or my dreams
Sleep and life are not dreaded
For there's a future I see
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I know you didn't mean. To hurt my mentality. I know you didn't mean. For it to effect me. I know you were having trouble. And that I was young. I know you are still in pain.
Your dealing with the same ol story again. That no one cares for you, and you wish it could end. Your emotions run rampant in your struggling mind. And as you sit here alone, your begging for a sign.
Don't you know that I'll be around to guide you. Through your weakest moments to leave them behind you. Returning nightmares only shadows. We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now.
Stand on the edge, Tied to a noose, Not too tight, Not too loose. Stepping off, One more thought, Granddad says You better not. Do not see me Way up here It's not your time, Nowhere near.
Depression known but never shown, Concealed from the face of truth, Cloaked in lies and severed ties, Obscured by the guise of youth.
Inky mess,. Created by tears,. Created by stress,. Written fears,. The paper was white,. Now smudged black,. Teeming with fright,. The ink attack,. Blurs of words,. On the page,. Two thirds,.
They're looking my way, What have I done. Am I in trouble.
Oh to watch the sunrise. With eyes not teary blurred. To think about what just might be. And not what has occurred. Oh to hear the birds chirp. Their beautiful morning songs.
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