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Just Tired

When I want to scream
I keep it inside
When I want to cry
I look for a place to hide

When I want a shoulder to lean on
They say "you can do it" and move on
When I want someone to listen
They talk louder and my voice goes missing

So now when I am down
I smile and hide my frown
But the screaming inside won't stop
With the tears that are too scared to drop

Tired of being the "one in charge"
Wanna take a break of life and recharge
But no time stop. No time to cry
Just take a deep breath, smile, eyes dry and try to hold my head high

sarahgamal

@sarahgamal

A 32 mother of 2 .

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Comments & Feedback (10)

Stay strong Sarah ✊✊✊ Big love hun πŸ‘β€πŸ˜˜

You'll get through this. I'm sorry you have to go through so much. Hugs.

@leelee101 will do 😊 thanks Lee and some 🍸🍸 for rp

Awww big huggies for you maybe you need to find some 'me' time away from it all πŸ˜˜β€πŸ’

@nikujagagirl thank you... Might not be that bad. I am sure there are worse things in the world that ppl go through, just alot of things to plan and change with no sleep is getting to me, thank u😘

@sjw I wish kind of hard now really. Alot of papers and things to go through feel like 😳 but tomorrow is end of the week so maybe then 😊😘

@sarahgamal yes Sienna's right hun. A spot of 'me' time is required. πŸ‘β€πŸ˜˜

@sarahgamal It's alright. I'm constantly fighting exhaustion too. If things don't improve try watching something funny to take your mind off of it, or compare your situation with other things people have been through. Music can really help too. It's nothing really. I'm always happy to help.

@leelee101 weekend will hopefully. Maybe traffic as well is getting to me. Have to drop the kids and pick them up from school cause of safety here. And it's a horrible commute. Spending half day in the car looking through things and stuff. Tomorrow is end of the week so maybe just the week catching up 😊

Thinking of you kiddo...πŸ‘πŸ’š

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