Not feeling the pain anymore
Staring all day and night at the floor
Not wanting to cry anymore
My tears are dry as I told you before
Not wanting to talk anymore
Screams are all what my mouth can now pour
Not wanting to see anymore
Seen enough that shattered my core
Not wanting to walk anymore
My path was so muddy and now my feet are sore
Not wanting to feel anymore
Numb and motionless I will keep staring at the floor
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A 32 mother of 2 .
Not feeling the pain anymore. Staring all day and night at the floor. Not wanting to cry anymore. My tears are dry as I told you before. Not wanting to talk anymore.
I'm battered and bruised. I'm cut and I'm scraped. I've taken all the pain, that my soul can take. I need some one to pick me up off this cold hard ground.
Surrounded by people, I give a smile, Blend into the old routine. Everyday, Every hour, Every minute another lie. Calm and collected, Funny and polite, Everything one should be.
The sadness is engulfing me The walls are closing in on me Sadness, hurt, and anger permeating the air around me Choking me with their intensity until I'm on my knees No sounds to be heard other than...
My mind is too fuzzy right now. It's way to fuzzy to breath. My mind is too fuzzy right now. And I'm hoping that somebody sees. Cause I'm lying here alone. All these marks upon my soul. I'm dyin here.
Have u ever been in bed staring at the ceiling, Crying so much it feels like ur bleeding. Ur whole body goes cold inside, And all u want to do is die.
Suffering silently, my own sadness, Caught in my own deranged madness, Oblivious, I don't know how, No body wants to know me now.
I stand here. Just staring at empty space. I daren't feel. My fears I cannot face. They twist my gut. My chest feels tight. In this tunnel of mine. There is no saving light. I walk with a dark cloud.
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