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These Bones Are Mine3

December twenty third,

Stay home from church. Dad says I have to stay in my room. He thinks that is a punishment. My stomach is killing me. Literally. Don't give up and don't give in. I'm dizzy. This is good. Sit-ups will take my mind of the pain. One, two, three, .....14, 15. My mid section hurts worse. Time to weigh myself. Damn. I start to cry. I try to hold it in. I can't. I'm going insane. I am insane. I can smell my sister making potatoes. Just what I need.
Ana- don't you dare!
Me-
Ana- what is that going to accomplish?
Me-
Ana- I thought so, close your door and do squats.
She is right. My thighs burn. I don't eat, I can't sleep, I refuse to let my bones hide.

thesebonesaremine

@thesebonesaremine

Life of an eating disorder. I'd say enjoy but that seems fucked up so rather than enjoy..learn. Learn that joking comments or intentional rude ones can be the start. And the unravel of a sober mind.

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