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Stablish • 1364 followers

Out of top 20, pressure gone. (-:

To clarify, Being so high up was good but I felt under too much pressure to produce writing worthy of my rank. I have always wished for people to want to listen to what I say, but the past two weeks have taught me, if it's not either fun to write, from the Heart and helping me or others then it's not something I want to do.
Thank you to all the people who have helped me get over my problems, I have been making more progress in my life than ever before. And now I am starting to see the fun in life again. Sorry if you don't like this, I am always honest with what I say.

XSTABLISHX

#general #mental-health #personal-growth #self-reflection #writing-journey

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Comments & Feedback (31)

Apr 24, 2012 at 7:37 AM

Congratulations

Apr 24, 2012 at 7:57 AM

And I've just gone in! What's it like in there?

Apr 24, 2012 at 8:06 AM

A strange place, I was made to evaluate my life, ambitions and goals, might not be as deep for you. Lol sorry if this came across wrong it's just how I feel. Ps. You never fail to bring a smile to my face with your jokes(-: keep it up!

Apr 24, 2012 at 8:07 AM

Apr 24, 2012 at 8:07 AM

Apr 24, 2012 at 8:15 AM

I'm very happy, especially the last lines made me happy!;)

TheCodsPollocks

Apr 24, 2012 at 9:06 AM

Glad the pressure's off. I just write what I feel like writing- I know I have no talent in this respect but I don't give a monkeys'. I know it's nice to get likes and comments but that's not what's important here.I don't even look at my rating - honestly.

Apr 24, 2012 at 9:12 AM

Glad the pressures off@Stablish but really you shouldn't worry about what people like or comment or rank. If its something you need to talk about then express yourself. If your just droning on well stop reading ;) lol but really wrote for yourself not for the rank etc x

Apr 24, 2012 at 9:12 AM

@TheCodsPollocks I am starting to understand that now, it was pretty hard not to get carried away though, like I said before I always wanted to be noticed but when I got lucky and got high rank the enjoyment started to go and I found myself trying to be like other people and started to lose sight of the positive and happy man I had only just found. As you can tell I'm a chronic over thinker. lol

Apr 24, 2012 at 9:15 AM

@TheCodsPollocks ps. Have a good day, keep the fun alive (-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 9:21 AM

@Stablish don't ever feel like you have something to prove mate, only fools think they have and your not a fool. The ranking system is flawed anyways. ;-)

Apr 24, 2012 at 9:36 AM

Agree@Stablish @Liza @TheCodsPollocks @sark Who really cares about being first or last . Do not allow your ego to drown you .

Apr 24, 2012 at 9:37 AM

@smellyfingers Thanks, I can't wait for an update. I just need to chill sometimes. Have a good day mate.(-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 9:39 AM

@salettesiao I'm happy, he doesn't feel any pressure, got over his problems and the progress... I don't care if he's in or out the top 20...

Apr 24, 2012 at 10:06 AM

@sark @salettesiao @smellyfingers @Liza I'm not bothered now, I have learned an important lesson though. The most important one for me so far. It was like a breath of fresh air to wake up to that. Thank you all for understanding how I feel. Good days all round (-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 10:08 AM

I just shows all you need is confidence in your ability.

Apr 24, 2012 at 10:39 AM

Write from your heart and for no other reason my friend. I love your words, just be you, don't go changing ! ;), your friend, Mike

Apr 24, 2012 at 10:45 AM

@DaddyDooDahs That's why I've been quiet for a while, got a list of unfinished stuff which I don't feel I Fully believe in. Quality over quantity from now on. Have a good day buddy (-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 11:05 AM

Why the pressure? No need ! This is not a job interview !! Lol

Apr 24, 2012 at 11:24 AM

@salettesiao I know lol, I just have always expected way to much from myself and normally failed to produce. I'm starting to understand now just do what you love and it will be great. I knew the words but never truly knew how it felt to understand them. I'm just gonna try to stop worrying so much. Hope you have a lovely day i'm sure it's sunny. (-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 11:50 AM

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Apr 24, 2012 at 12:32 PM

@skinnyassbitch I'm going to enjoy myself for a bit if I get back there it will feel like a massive achievement. I would want to really earn it though. Have a nice day .(-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 3:05 PM

Well done Hun! ;))

Apr 24, 2012 at 3:35 PM

@Stablish well said man! :D

Apr 24, 2012 at 4:42 PM

Come and join me at rank 215 lol I'm sinking faster than the Titanic. I only post about once a month don't think that helps

Apr 24, 2012 at 4:49 PM

@glensaggs probably not.lol might see you there soon if I keep posting stuff like this, people will start to unfollow because I'm not appreciating it all, I am, it was just all to sudden. (-: gonna take some time out to chill and relax. Have a good night. (-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 4:51 PM

@ben_leggatt cheers man, will check your tv script soon, been super busy as usual. Have a good one(-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 5:02 PM

@Stablish thanks man! :D

Apr 24, 2012 at 7:09 PM

I applaud your honesty and sincerity. I've just reached the thirties and sort of in shock at the moment. Ranking doesn't mean anything though, I think. It's the content that counts! And people who have the same opinion as you deserve to be followed all the more!

Apr 24, 2012 at 7:17 PM

@Bethibella Yeah I regretted putting it on there but I just felt it was the best way to move on, I had a bit of a block going on. It was defiantly strange but I wouldn't change anything for the world. Well done by the way you deserve it, you are really talented.(-:

Apr 24, 2012 at 7:28 PM

@Stablish that's great you've got past the block. And thanks, I really appreciate it. I've never been good at accepting compliments though lol. Btw, I based my latest quote on this Opuss of yours :)

Apr 24, 2012 at 7:34 PM

@Bethibella I knew I reposted it for a reason. I'm only just starting to get used to it, that's why I panicked a bit. This means loads to me thank you. xx (-:

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