Forgive My Name?

smellyfingers • 1199 followers

Was I never enough?
Did I not give more love?
Are you another sentimentally bored
lonely housewife with chores?
Another fatal night out scorned.
Cease the night - out of sight.
Seen the last man standing?
He calls but you don't tease.
Playing your games with ease.

Are you pained in shame?
I'll take it all in blame,
To ease your aching pains.
Forgive my name?

Will you hold onto my sins?
Will you always let me win?
Swollen drunken nights to lose.
Sullen bodies - weekly abused.
Gloomy views - drowned in booze.
Will it always fill you up?
Will you need to cut
deep into nights
ending your own fights?

Are you pained in shame?
I'll take it all in blame,
To ease your aching pains.
Forgive my name?

If I show you how I bleed
Will you heal my needs?
Suffering silent souls seeking,
Searching but still they're bleeding.
Are you someone you're not?
Masked in shallow mysteries time forgot
Why do you wonder in fear?
The love you need is right here.

Are you pained in shame?
I'll take it all in blame,
To ease your aching pains.
Forgive my name?

#addiction #emotional-trauma #general #psychological-pain #self-destruction #toxic-relationships

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Comments & Feedback (26)

Apr 25, 2012 at 9:02 PM

Beautiful stuff, I forgive your name. Lol (-;

Apr 25, 2012 at 9:22 PM

Luv it!!!

Apr 25, 2012 at 9:31 PM

@Stablish thanks!! Loool :-)

Apr 25, 2012 at 9:31 PM

@sark cool!! I'm glad you luv it. Thanks xxx

Apr 25, 2012 at 9:52 PM

Ohh nice I really like Your work!!

Apr 25, 2012 at 10:16 PM

@simplystylish thank you, I'm happy you like it :-)

Apr 25, 2012 at 10:20 PM

Your amazing!

Apr 25, 2012 at 10:47 PM

@lonelynutmeg98

Apr 25, 2012 at 10:47 PM

Thanks! We are all amazing tho ;-)

Apr 25, 2012 at 11:03 PM

Ur work is class xx

Apr 25, 2012 at 11:08 PM

@bonkersappleby thank you, I'm glad you liked it :-) x

Apr 26, 2012 at 12:50 AM

Love it awww your adorable do deep 😘

Apr 26, 2012 at 1:35 AM

@aleishagayle20 thank you honey, glad you like it. ;-) xxx

Apr 26, 2012 at 4:11 AM

Ace stinka! @smellyfingers

Apr 26, 2012 at 9:04 AM

@Cam thank you blondie x (where you been hiding?) x

Apr 26, 2012 at 8:14 PM

@smellyfingers ugh, don't ask! Round the soddin bend! X

Apr 26, 2012 at 8:27 PM

@Cam been there, lol hope all is well babe x

Apr 26, 2012 at 9:57 PM

@smellyfingers nice pic! It's kinda creepy though! I like it

Apr 26, 2012 at 10:04 PM

@em99sh loool thanks. Have you seen v for vendetta film? :-)

Apr 26, 2012 at 10:37 PM

No

Apr 26, 2012 at 11:34 PM

weird but cool!!

Apr 26, 2012 at 11:37 PM

@laarns Lool weird? How so? Thanks for commenting :-)

Apr 27, 2012 at 6:51 AM

@smellyfingers I meant the Gil

Apr 27, 2012 at 6:52 AM

Sorry posted too soon . Meant the film lol l. Loved ur Opuss :)

Apr 30, 2012 at 2:59 PM

I read this again today. It would make such a beauuuutiful song 😊

Apr 30, 2012 at 3:10 PM

@powpunch thank you, I'm trying to get musical type persons to create sounds with. Thanks for the repost too, appreciate it ;-) xx

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